Tuesday, March 29, 2005
i sort of knew my body would fail me again. coz i did get a little too panicky yesterday but i managed to go to school and come back okay.
its so @#*)(@)$(*(@. i finally studied for my ting xie and ta dah, i had hyperventilation this morning *criessss*
it wasnt my alarm clock that woke me up. my headache did. i knew i was gonna puke the moment i reach school so i didnt go school. had to force myself to breathe in CO2. which isnt fun. but it worked, and i managed to go back to sleep.
so now im here.. still feeling woozy. im not happy, not very happy at all.
i did my homework. i studied. i wanted to rush to school and hand up my work and see the look on my teachers faces. but i cant...!!!
arrh. all the stress is getting to me. im worried i ll get another panic attack soon... i hate them.. the last time i had one (which was last month) it was so bad, i almost fainted. bwahaha. then my principal would have to carry me! *snickers* i could have puked in her room but i cant even walk so.. kinda wasted a chance to.
imma take this chance to study. i feel like doing english and chinese today. (=
and the weathers good, its raining..
xoxo
joce-lyn
12:03 PM
